hehe this is my last letter! thank you for all the hypes & comments :D and the fact i was on the homepage <3 ahhh was so happy about that!

LOVE:

1. tea
haha, i had to do this. i absolutely love tea. it's one of the best things in the whole world, not even kidding. i honestly couldn't live without it, i've literally become addicted now, which is bad but oh well not my fault, i love tea so much.

2. kiefer sunderland.
okay so he's an actor, i know him mostly from the programme "24" i love 24 so much, and kiefer sunderland is so good in it. it makes me so happy i can't even explain. and i watched a film today called phonebooth which was amazing, and i realised he was in it and it made it so much more better! one of my favourite actors ever.

3. photography
photography makes me so so happy. i normally take pictures when i feel sad lmfao, but i really want to get intp photography when i'm older. the comments i get on here on my photography is amazing and makes me feel so happy and proud. it makes me so unbelievably happy.

- gonna do a fourth one kay.

she's seriously amazing, and i can't even explain how amazing she is. she's absolutely beautiful & may i just add she looks so beautiful with her new fringe, honestly like some of the pictures i've seen of it, she looks like a model D: any one would be so lucky to have her. and yes ANYONE and ANYONE would be stupid to throw her away. only she would understand who i'm implying. only thing that sucks is the distance. but that's what makes us soo strong! i will always be right here.

HATE:

1. over-thinking.
i do this way too much. i over-think everything. and it stresses me out. it's so hard to stop, over-thinking leads to crying and just all round stress. i hate it.

2. my eczema.
i hate my eczema, simply because i am self-conscious because of it & it's the main thing i hate about myself. it irritates me 24/7, and it ruins my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, eugh die

3. growing up.
i don't want to grow up, i want to stay at the age around 16/17/18 and just stop. i'm so scared of growing old, it bothers me and i think about it too much.
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year 6,
i think this was from 2006 - 2007.

first i loved it the most simply because it was primary school. no one cared what they looked like, we were all friends, we had no worries whatsoever, we had so much fun just doing nothing really.

i had my group of friends that i absolutely loved. out of the girls i only speak to about four of them now, which is good i guess because there was about 5 or 6. my friend lucia hasn't changed at all. she's still that bubbly amazing friend. i love her so so much! and recently i'm close with her again, as we kind of lost touch after we went into year7. me and leah have been strong throughout, i love her lots. not going to mention other names, but a few of them i still talk to, but again they've changed. and some of them i just don't talk to. but you know, that's a part of growing up! out of the boys, i don't talk to any of them. except from 1 and that's only occasionally. 

we also had such an amazing teacher. in fact the best teacher ever. he was so lovely and he looked so much like my uncle haha! we all bonded so well, and i absolutely loved my class in year6. so many memories! one of the main memories was the isle of wight. i remember it so well, sharing a room with maddi. i was so happy i shared a room with my friend maddi, because she was my best friend at the time. i remember rumours going around all the time, it was hilarious though! and i have so many pictures from it, but not on my computer! :-(

one of the things i remember was everyone wanted a girlfriend/boyfriend! it was absolutely hilarious because we were all so desperate phaha! i remember being like I WANT A BOYFRIEND. and lucia got asked out face to face, and we were all like "oh. my. god." and i remember lucia being like "oh yeah i 'snogged' him" and we were all like omgggg!!!!! hahaha

year 6 was so special to me. i remember lucia making a promise at the end of year 6 she was like to all of our girls and boys: "WHEN IT IS PROM, I PROMISE I WILL TAKE ALL OF YOU IN A LIMO :D" and we were like "yay!" and i hardly speak to any of them anymore! which what makes it hilarious XD but i do miss it. i wish i could go back sometimes, and i think secondary school has changed us. but everything happens for a reason, so it's for the best, right? and i've met some amazing people, and i would never change that.
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sorry i haven't been blogging on here for the past few days, i've been at my aunties, uncles and cousins in portsmouth. i tried on my phone but it didn't work :( so yeah :3 

1. clothes.
this is a BIG one. i need clothes so bad! my mum hardly ever takes me shopping, and my holiday is coming up soon & i have no summer clothes. i'm hoping my mums gonna take me shopping soon, i just need money soo bad for them! i have hardly any shoes that i like at the moment, and only a few selection of tops i like to wear. i hardly have any shorts and aah it's so fustrating. :(

2. new earphones.
this is another thing i NEED to buy! haha. because i listen to my music so loudly, one of the ear phones has like broken. it doesn't work properly, and i have to turn the volume down really quietly so i can hear the music properly. they are also really worn and they don't look very nice, i want some brand new clean ones!

3. nail varnish.
i wear nail varnish ALL the time, and i hardly have any colours! i wear the colours black and pink a lot. but i want a light blue, purple and green. :)

4. concert tickets.
i don't really need these, i just feel like i want them. i've been wanting to go to a concert for ages because i just loved the feeling when i went to hit the deck in april with laura and beth. the atmosphere was amazing. i really want to see never shout never or versa emerge!

5. hot tub.
lmfao!! i seriously want one ;O like this doesn't really link in with my other four, but i really want one now! because my uncle and auntie have a hot tub, it's made me really want one! 
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i do think it is possible to be completely straight. well. like i think people get abit unsure of there sexuality in there teens, but i think you know for sure what your sexuality is when you're a little bit older. let me note this is just my opinion! i am straight, i haven't really tried to imagine myself with a girl, i don't think i could really. sometimes if freaks me out alittle bit, i'm not homophobic, i just can't imagine myself with a girl. i've seen a lot of cute girl couples and some of them are so cute! so i don't have a problem with it at all. i don't have a problem with people that are gay either. you can't help your feelings really, it's how you were born. i hate the fact you hear things about people getting bullied and treated differently because they're gay or something. it's like seriously, respect who they are as a person.
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OMG this blog got on the front page! i was not expecting that :') i'll try to check out all your blogs. and if you have any spare time, you can always check out my main blog, because this is just a blog i do letters on :-) thank you so much for all the hypes and stuff! i love youuuu all

1. someone i can be myself around.
i really really want this, because i feel with past boys i've liked or been out with, i've just felt like i can't be myself? and that's weird. and i want to meet someone where it won't be awkward at all, and we could just sit and chat about random things all day. i also want him to feel like he can be himself, he doesn't have to pretend to be somebody he's not just to please me. i really want that. 

2. respect.
someone who respects my opinion. someone who doesn't make stupid comments about my weight or how i look. i don't want to feel like they're hiding something from me, i don't want to be lied to, ever. because then i'll lose all respect for them. 

3. laughter.
i have to be able to have a laugh sometimes. i don't want it to always be boring and serious. i want to laugh and have fun. i want a fun relationship, one i look back on and smile.

4. appearance.
this is so shallow. but there has to be some good appearance to make me feel attracted. everyone has different turn on's and turn offs. i have a lot of turn on's and turn off's, it's just my opinion and how i look at things. personally i love a guy with an amazing smile, but body odor really puts me off. i don't have a type i guess, because i've liked boys that are all very different in there own ways. but yeah, thats just me. 

5. building up a relationship.
i hate it when couples go straight into doing stuff and having sex. it's like no. i'd love to have a relationship where nothing is rushed. 


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